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Hide-out

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I am a traveller , catching feelings - matching feelings Differing thoughts - what not  Concise words , precise notions , calculated emotions  Measured laughs , designated smiles  Handful of talks , treasured secrets  I ought to spill everything out  But whom? But who? But how? But how?  Now i lie ,  I am glittered in gold , painted in pain Standing on my strongest  Shallow inside , hollow on the heart  Broken hearted , with stolen smiles ; painted faces - painful faces  I used to be a writer but my pen disagreed to write - about myself  a dancer but my steps started to stumble , i stopped a  singer but my rhythms didnt tune well , i stopped An artist but i painted myself ugly , i stopped Again ! Stopped and moved , marched and  marched . Forward with things i had left behind With nothing , to nowhere All emptied and emptiness With them - to them  They see my perfectly crafted face , they love my beautifully painted smiles  But who sees the stains?  The colours i used to paint ? But wh
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Faces

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People are dual faced - Smiles are misleading : smiles are fake : smiles are captivators of great lies . Hiding ugly faces inside homely smiles are probably the most destructable things that could possibly be .People tend to be something they are not ,their portrayal of self-image and self-personality seem to be quite disgusting than their aroma . The idea of pretendness seems to fascinate people in a way it has turned out to be crucial ,brutal and harsh upon self-growth . People craving attention for a mask they create for themselves is the idea of dualness which transforms your inner-self to dullness . Growth in terms of physicality may never be as important as growing your authenticity . But why not be you ? why wear a mask ? why get praised for something you are not ? Well , the reasons are complex , beyond understanding of those who tend to be themselves .Afterall you never know what ways they've walked through until you get into their shoes . Who would ever mind to g
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YOU ❤

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Somewhere around 11:52 pm ,I was looking at the stars out of the window and contemplating at its tranquility while my hands were tapping on this paper , trying to write something ; to turn my emotions to words and bring those words to life . Out of the blue, I felt that I often fail to appreciate how incredibly enchanting is the night sky which is a treat to the heart brokens ,  young dreamers and passionate lovers which aptly reminds me of you . And you remind me of how the moon kisses the  earth every night - with the only purpose of beautifying the darkness it possesses in such a magnificient way that the earth never fails to grace itself every other night . You remind me of the morning drops of  dews - so gentle on the leaves that the leaves might often forget its dreadful , dead and lifeless parts and just feel the calmness through its veins. . You remind me of the evening cool breeze of air - so soothing to the exhausted human lives that humans start feeling alive again ;  th
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THE DAY I TURN 20

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My soul - tired yet cheerful My heart - broken yet beautiful My life - chaotic yet full of love Life through all these years have somewhere placed me between holding on and letting go ; from loving people to loving self , fluctuated in between pointing flaws to accepting them  ; in searching kindness to being one . Life has always been to me just like that one freshly brewed cup of coffee on a  sunday morning - warm enough to revive all the warmth i've in life but bitter enough to think of all the hurdles i've been through . Life has been constantly jumbling me through this : momentary happiness and eventual sadness  . One moment i feel like my life is such a happy heart and my skin is where i actually belong to . But the very next moment the entire universe is conspiring against those few joyous moments . Life hits you hard - hard enough to crash hopes in what you set your eyes upon - hard enough to make you lose belief in your inner self - hard enough to break you to
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THAT LONELY GIRL

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The days are long and nights awful Staring at bare walls all day full Locked up in a room is a girl with dreams What misery of she ; her life has been ! Her heart just skips with every tear she drops Making all her smiles fade and then all hopes stop What a lonely little girl she has turned Where are her laughs? Her smiles are gone . Alone in the cruel world ; no one's by her side There were days when she jumped with pride Reminiscing all the memories she made Now all she sees is everything getting fade Where is the old her ? Everyday she seeks Realizes she's a living corpse searching for peace She only craves for friendship and love Remembers what lives she has lost all above Asks herself where did she go wrong Everyone left her when she was long gone Now she is the one that is  longing for love When there were days when she was for everyone above Then she sees her nerves trembling with fear What a pity ! Oh love ! Her end is near .    
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MY 11:11 WISH

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A starry , hushed and a dark night ; when the moon's charisma leaves the world at halt , when million stars in sky sum up just to enlighten broken dreams ; this is where my world begins . My small world of us with you in it . When the clock strikes a perfect 11:11 , I close my eyes and take a deep breath . This is when my soul fills up with thoughts ; the thoughts which suddenly turns out to be your beautiful face , your priceless smile and the gem of a heart you have within . Wishes which used to be mine are now ours. Forever is a long time but it seems like with you by my side ; it would somewhere be magical ; hell of an adventure and everything i could ask for . These dreams are somewhat keeping me alive in this imaginary world of us ; somewhere beautifying my blushes and making me love my imperfections over and again . Suddenly the beautiful moment fades , the time tends to be 11:12 and I fall asleep , but with you in my heart , with all my being together forever dreams of
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LOST

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Captivated around the mere walls of disappointments and helplessness ; Hovered in self thoughts all day long ; traumatized by the pressure vibrating in my nerves , I sit in my room helpless , hopeless and all with the realizations that kills you ; kills you internally and slowly all over your heart ,mind , and soul . My beginning of this saddening and frustrated soul started with the beginning of every allegations and pre-assumptions that were put by people to my all-set dreams that were ready to take its flight . My energy ,enthusiasm and spirit were not only broken but assassinated by opinions people threw on me . This was just the inception of peoples mindset taking all over my mindset and killing my inner peace . I was a bird ; all ready and prepared to fly high setting my wings and lifting my chest but little did i knew they were ready with a sword ; a sword of critisism and condemnation which targeted my little legs and heavy wings . Slowly and steadily my dreams were sha
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